why to say something when all is wrong?

i hate to study for today, and i went to sleep really later, so i wake up really early, so i dont sleep...
so i arrived in my office at 7:30 am.. the good thing of the day, i came by car, after almost one week without it.. but now i am losing the first class, because i am in huge high hills, and i dont want to walk to take the bus, and my friend forget to say me that she was later, but i am here still waiting.. and doing nothing..
because all is wrong..

first i asked more credit at the credit card and they said no
i asked best prices of fly tickets and nothing..
in my job.. everything was wrong... even ppt
and i want go to a party, and i dont have time to buy the ticket..
u know i really wanna stop all and travel.. in true be near of the only person that i care now..
maybe just for look, and be quiet it would make me more happy than anything, i would be happy if i could live all now.. and cry, because my headache is hurting me a lot..
why i am in the worst time of my life?
at least is what i think, so many problems, so many things to do.. and i love somebody that is so far of me.. i really could like to just move..... and maybe started all over again.. but i always listened it.. u never will have time to started again, u will be old... just continous...

continous continous.. continous..
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